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assalamualaikum...

hhuurmm .. "hangat2 tahi ayam ".. itulah yg wajar dikatakan utk mengambarkn saye...hehehehhe.... dulu punyelah excited nak mengupdate blog nie.. tp x blh slalu.. maklumlah skrg nie dh teramat busy.. yelah PSPM pon dh dekat kan.. :9 hhuurmmm... semalam pon menjejakkan kaki dm bilik pkl12.30 pagi.... PAGI tau ... bukan TENGAH hari!!! peerrgghhh mmg letih .. tido dkt pukul 3 sbb bsknyew ade test ;(
bahagiakan hidup sbgi budak matrik :)... hhuurmm...

    mcm mane  nak citer ei... banyak bende yg ade dlm  kotak fikiran saye skrg nie... dlm ranking pertama
   1. problem with myself : as u know. or u dunt know i had a prob with him. i dunt know y dis thing happend... sejujurnye mmg dh lame sy nak tanye soalan tu kat awak... saya harapkan jawpan yang lain dr ape yg awk bg... knpe awk bg jwpn 2 ei??? pelikkan... nampk sgt yg mcm sy nie x pntng langsung ... so sy amik kptsn yg sy dh amik... tp prasaan yg dulu masih x brubh.. x tau nape... huurmm x pelah mungkin nie cume dugaan utk kite , tp saye rase mcm btol2 jew... awk pon mcm x kesah... ENTAHLAH wak... :) semoga semue nie akan ade penamatnye...saye mengharapkan brite gembira dan bahagia.. tp x taulah semuenye di atas tangan yang maha kuasa... :)




2. KMJ: haa.. yang nie yg paling saye x blh trime... permohonan balik bermalam untuk semue student dibekukan dr 19/10 hingga 4/11. apakah?? nape buat mcm 2?? smpai hati buat mcm 2 kat saye... korang x tau ke yang saya rindu kat abh??? korang x tau ke yg shiera tgh tunggu kakak kat umah??? shiera dh boley jalan tau.. tu pon sbb mase sblm shara balik sini, shara ckp kat die "shiera nape awk x blh jalan lg?? awk dh stahun lbh tau..dhlame kakak tunggu ak tgh awk brjalan.. :(  kakak dh x nak balik umah dh lps nie... klu awk dh boley jln , call akak.. akak tros balik umah :)" . korang nak tau x ?? saye balik kmj ari ahad pagi.. saya sempat peluk ngan cium die ;) then besok 2 abh call.. abh ckp "kakak, shiera dh boley jalan! " ape prasaan awk time 2??? saye menjerit kuat... gembira sgt... mesti shiera rindu kat saye !! tp permohonan balik dh dibekukan... kakak x dpt balik nak jmpe awk... sorry sgt2 kakak mungkir janji. :'( kakak  rindu sgt kat awak .... kakak nak balik tgk awk berlari n peluk kakak kuat2... kakak jage awk dr umur awk 3 bulan shiera... smpi akak dpt twrn mask KMJ ... dekat 6  bulan kakak jage awk :) awk happy x???  x pe shiera, kakak janji kakak akan cube balik utk jmpe awk <3

3.PSPM : exam tinggal lg kurang 3 minggu.. saye x tau yg saye dh ready ke blom...tp abh n ibu , percayalah arie2 akak bertungkus lumus utk  study.. ari2 akak ingan kat abh ngan ibu . (+ him) dalam fikiran akak sentiasa ade  abh , ibu , HIM  and shiera... kakak sentisa berdoa supaya akak dpt membahagiakan org2 disekeliling akak yg akak syg sgt... tp semue 2 x nmpak ag.. akak akan cube buktikan yang terbaik utk dibanggakan !! tolong doakan akak ye abh , ibu... :) semoga kakak mampu berjaya dlm hidup akak n kakak x lupe diri biler dh berjaya nnti...


OKlah dh pnjang sgt plak entry nie ;) heheheh biaselah sharafana Joe klu dh dpt menulis , dh boley jd cerpen , x pon novel....  ye lah subjek kegemaran kat sek kat BM... tp kat matrik nie dh x de dh subjek 2 :( rindu nak study ayt2 bombastik 2 semue.  <3 harap2 saye x lupe ilmu2 yg saye dpt dr zaman persekolahan dulu :) TQ sbb sudi menghabiskan karagan nie :) as salam...

L.I.F.E

Everyone knows that ur life like 'drama' or just an acting . But i really wanna my life 2 be a reality...maybe like a reality  show :)  i think at my age, i already going through a lot of experience that not everyone get it. maybe it a bit thought 4 me,but sometimes im glad that i can faced it when i was in dis aged.maybe  my life in future will be more brighter  :) really hope 2 going  be like that.... now my life is just 4 my study, my father and maybe wanna find another loves....hahhaha...

1st time

Hai,

yup, maybe 4 all 0f u that accidently read my blog , u  can see that my blog was not fully finish.... i dont have a time to decorate it as i want it to be such a fairytale that i wish. but i really want to write somethin' that  i hope can  help me 2 forget sometin'  horrible  and wonderful things happened in my life...  fuhhhh....this blog could  be my diary 2 ..... ;) 

lets begin with wat recently happen 2 me.

 1 Malaysia know that who born in 1993,automatically was a candidate of SPM 2010.thats mean, our  result has been announced at 23rd of mac 2011. Alhamdulillah , i got such a good result even thought it was not  straight A's as everybody hope so.yeah , if you got straight A's everybody will congrats u and wat so ever,and i will too but if u not one of the brilliant student,dont be ashamed of ur result.4 me that is the test from Allah /God to see whether u ar strong or not and he want so see how deep ur Iman is.

ok secondly,

after 7 months i struggle to make my relationship back to normal with someone who i really care and love,suddenly sometin' happen and all my hard work gone with all of our nice memory. maybe ur relationship cant last long as we wish too.yup, i put all my hope and faith to Allah who i believe will arrange somethin' better 4 me.but 4 ur information,i love this person same as i love my father. you know right how my father mean so much to me?? yeah same as well a u. :)

 next,

 now i know how much my father love me.maybe sometimes i get angry at him,and also him, sometimes get mad at me. but i know we love each other as much as i love shoppin' :)huhuhuhu we always get mad 2 each other but will back to normal s soon as possible.and i LOVE it.That shows how we need each other in life.Sarammieda Abah.

 i told u ealier Allah will  arrange somethin' better 4 you. '

'Allah will give somethin that u need,not wat u want!'

 i always stick to it.and i hope my readers will stick to it too.

dis is my first post,so i hope dis will not be as bad as i thought . see ya next time with more matured writin' and more fun.

BYE....BYE....