Mother's Day

assalammalaikum....

hai readers ,  semue org tau ari nie mother's day an??? uuurrmmmm but sy x sambut ape2 pown utk ibu saye ==' CHHOOPPPP.... tp ade reason, cause sy dpt tau yang sambt hari ibu nie sebenarnyew haram..... HARAM! seriusly ... Ustaz Idrus pown ckp mcm 2... sbb ia hanyalah sambutan yang dilakukan oleh penganut agama kristian.bagi penganut agama islam ia dikatakan haram....

okey, x pe stop pasal 2...walaupon sy x sambut still sy wish ibu k...n now i wanna write sumting 4 her here....x taulah biler ibu akan bace utusan nie kan....harap2 semasa saye masih hidup nielah =) heeeeee.....

okey start with, my mother is the yougest sis in her family... so mmg ibu sgtlah manja orgnyew....ok x naklah mule dari situ , mcm panjang sgt jew citer die nnti!huhuhuhu... okey ramai org cakap muke sye ngan muke ibu same....n klu  muka dah same, paham2 jelah...kami sering bergaduh n banyak berselisih pendapat...masing2 nak menang n x kan ade sape yg akan mengaku kalah..kecualilah klu abh masuk campur... =) ngggeeee.... but since sy kn klur umah (sbb sambung blajar k) :P start sy kn berjauhan dr family for the first time, i learn how to live with strangers...i leran how to love my family n also my self... i learn how important ar kasih sayang keluarga juka nak dibandingkan dgn kawan...kwn akan datang dan pergi....biler bergaduh skit, thats it,,, u dunt have a frenz anymore..thats the realiti of live .but family... mcm mane awk bergaduh teruk skalipun...mcm mane awk marah pada die skali pon... mcm mane awk menanges sbb sedih kn marah  or macm mane awk pergi jauh hingga hujung dunia pown , mereka2 inilah ttp darah daging awk...hanya merekalah keluarga yang akan setia bersama awk saat awk sedih n gembira.saat awk senang n susah. hanya ibu , abah, n adik beradik... ibu yang saye hormati ini bernama hajjah Shariza bt Hj Kamarudin.die telah melahirkan enam org chaya mata yang telah dididik dengan ilmu dunia n akhirat dengan cukup baik...skrg terpulang kepada individu ini sendiri untuk mengamalkannye....

ibu, kakak mintak maaf sgt2 klu akak ade terkasar bahasa dgn ibu..or terbuat ibu sedih sepajang 18 thn setengah kakak hidup nie.yes i know, a lot of mistake that i had done.tp skrg kakak dh besar, kakak sedaya upaya nak menebus sgl kesalahan yang lepas.tp still kakak manusia biase yang x boleh lari dr buat kesilapan.tp kakak berani bersumpah bu, sepanjang kakak kat perantauan , kakak cube sedaya upaya untuk menjaga nama baik ibu ngan abah.kakak berusaha keras untuk membuktikan yang kakak mampu mencipta nama dalam bidang kakak sendiri. ye ibu ini , telah berjaya mmbuka peluang tiga anaknya untuk trus melanjutkan pelajaran ke peringkat yang lebih tinggi :) abng skrg dekt UIAM,sy di JMC n adik di UITM .alhamdulillah kami berjaya membawa nama ibu n abh ke menara gading n peringkat yang lebih tinggi InsyaAllah ;)

ini madam Shariza =)

hai bu :) heheheheh..... im trying hard to achieve my own ambition. i hope one day i can make both of u to be proud of me.... kakak harap, that i can balas segala jasa baik ibu ngan abh kat akak.percaya atau tidak, itu juga adalah salah satu impian akak kelak.n akak berniat ntuk kita satu family menunaikan umrah n InsyaAllah haji bersama.. akak nak sgt bu...akak nak kite sekeluarga dapat kerumah Allah bersama.kakak nak berterima kasih ssgt kat Allah sbb kurniakan akak sebuah keluarga yang amat harmoni n bahagia (walaupon kite kkdg gaduh :0) heheheh... biaselah tukan bu??? klu x gaduh, x meriah lar rumah kan :)  okey 2 jelah kowt akak nak tulis.akak  harap ibu dapat bace ;) tp akak x kan bg tau ibu untuk suruh ibu bace ;)  SARAMMIEDA IBU!!!! <3 <3 <3  HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to my wonderful IBU o:)

you know that i misz u a lot =)

Assalammualaikummm......

hai readers , uurmm n expecially i wrote dis tax for someone who i really admire since im in high school. i meet dis person since im at  FORM 1 ... i really like her attitude, her personality n also her ability to do well in study. since that time we be frenz untill form 5 as we be at the same class for the whole years. im really glad that i can know her=) seriusly i said that i become like dis , a better person just because of her. ( 4 me that i am better than my age before) huhuhuhu....

but since we left the school time , we rarely contact each other . huurmmm bukan lost contact tros, tp mcm x de mase or entah mcm mane ntah....but sumtimes when i at Johor i still contact mak cik , tanye khabar semue, but x dpt nak ckp ngan die cause she studying at different place n the holiday period also diff as me. tapi baru2 nie , i really shocked n almost crying when i heard that shes looking me.. she google my name n she found this page.the page that i think nobody will figure it out.the page that i just create to make me feel better.just like my diary.. (walaupon x munasabah buat diary secara online kan??) hehehhe,,,, tp thats me. i luv to write on notebook... huhuhuhu... but yeah , i didnt expect that sumbody will google my name ... that make me feel that i am really special to you =) tank you so much.. i wanna u to know that i really miss a time being with u. u thought me a lot. about life. but im feel a bit embarrassed to meet u know... cause wat?? cause i baru putus cinta! hahahahha... so funny... :p x delah... segan skit nak jumpe sbb badan makin montel... duduk umah nie banyak tido jew :-/ x pe2 i will start work out back to meet u =)

ha, btw u ar really interested to know about my little sista right??? here u ar...!!! huhuhu... klu nak tau, shiera nie dh pandai membuli.badan jew kecik, tp tangan die tu boleh mmbuatkan kakak die sendiri menanges...perghhh klu die cakar n tarik rambut org mmg NO MERCY! sabor jelah.. potonglah kuku die banyak manapon, still bsok klu die cakar muke kite , klu x berdarah x sah :/ and also shes really smart :) shiera ske klu shara main2 ngan die.klu shara x nak main ngan die , baik siap sedia utk dgr halilintar kat dpn mata.die punyer menjerit menanges mcm baru lps kene dera :/ x pasal2 kene pujuk die ngan ais krim or wat ever yg sweet.biaselah bbdk kan :) ha, lagi satu the second word that she learn is 'kakak' after the first one is 'abah' .. mmg meleleh air mata dgr die ckp tu... sbb shiera lmbt skit ckp.skang umur die sdh stahun 8 bulan pon just pandai sebut , abh, kakak, ibu,adik , ab , cicik, opah n baby ( maknenyew name2 org yg sekeliling die jew) huhuhuhu... x taulah sampai bler die nak manje sgt mcm nie... but yeah its really fun to have her in my life.. kehadiran shiera mangajar seribu satu erti kehidupan kpd shara... mcm mane nak tukar pempers, mandikan baby since shes just one week old , basuh ttuuutttt die yg harum semerbak tu, buat susu, yeah everything about new born baby. di samping shara blajar tntng kos penyelengaraan ! hahahahah.... bajet untuk seorg anak dh ade dah =) ( hihihihi, just kidding)  ha , do you wnna see her new pic??? hurmmm meh tgk nie

huuurmm nie gmbr raye thun lepas =) ade mcm muke kakak die x??? huhuhuhu....   nampak jew baik nie, lakonan semata2...ihihihihi...  shiera dh jadi watak utama dalam mane2 movie skang...kakak die dh x dipedulikan ag :( touching seh....  btw x pelah.. biar lah die marasa kasih syg yg shara dh rase selama 19 thn nie kan???? ( hahahah nia ayt bler org dh kecewa)

hA nie mase kat JMC :) shiera melawat kakak die kat sane...huhuhuhu... time nie mmg x blh lupe.rase mcm nak ikut abh ngan ibu balik umah jew.yelah tgk muke bdk nie cute semacam :/ (hohohohooh puji adik sendiri nampaknye disini ) maap3....  huurmm oklah, i think enough 4 dis time being.. nak upload photo nie pown amik mase gak, sbb shiera punyer muke bsr sgt! hahahha.. sorry sbb lambat update pasal little princess nie.i didnt mentione ur name here, perhaps that u know that i wrote dis special 4 my beloved frenz "u" <3 tnk you so much cause be frenz of mine 4 all dis years :) hope that we can meet again okay "" insyaAllah klu ade rezeki...okey Assalammualaikum :) salam persahabatan * klu ade ape2 just contact me ikey ;) ANYTHING...insyaAllah i can be there with u :)

Program Rajawali Terbang Tinggi

assalammualaikum .....

its been almost a week that i dunt here anything from him... maybe its not important 4 me to know right.... yeah maybe i just the one who really concern about others... i dunt know how that i can throw away dis feelin! my heart just too soft 4 every single person that i know.*person that i care too much.even 4 the people that i dunt know n i never meet them before,dis heart will just secrete such a painful feelin if there sumting wrong happen.do i should throw away dis feelin??? the feelin that Allah does not give 2 others??? not so many people that has such a priceless give from Allah.should i change??? should i be different people from who i am know??? you wanna take a try ??? i might be so cruel like certain people, i really dunt like it =='... entahlah maybe i should be my self but i dunt need to think about people who dunt even thinking of me :( okey stop here  ... lets chat about wat i do 4 the whole week to reduce the pain for being heartbroken....hahahhahaha....

huurmmm, at tuesday i had plan a prank 4 my classmate here at JMC.her name in nazira, n i col her kak naz sumtimes...huhuhu... yeah i col a lot of people using the word kak , abang, uppa, syg.... but they dunt feel intrupt at all.coz maybe they know how childish i am to compare with my age.hahahhaha.....even here we ar at the same age. :p * ade aku kesah* hahhahahaha....... at the night , kt org satu praktikum serang die ngan tepung....hahhahaha... its really funny. i love the moment that i can make sumone happy n laugh. n i really hate the time that i make sumone feelin horrible n sad because of me.thats is my style,that is my life.maybe i hope that the person that i loe will do the same things as wat i do.lumrah manusia, menunjukkan ape yang mereka lakukan sebenarnya adalah unutk melihat dan merasai sendiri setiap kebaikan n keburukan di atas tindakan mereke,yeah that 100% true. okey3 smbung balik.tp i rase kesian jgk kat kak naz , sbb i tau malm 2 die tgh bwat tuto math...hehehehhe.... die sndirir dtg bilik i mntk pinjam,,,hahhahaha,.... kuang asam kan??? x pelah kak naz.x marah kan????/ stahun skali jew :P hehehhe.....

hhuurmmm, beside that event, for dis week im really busy with the Rajawali stuff.i be the fasilitator for UPSR candidate at Kulai , Johor.exam is just about 3 weeks , n im in a volley ball theme 4 college n also i be the fasi,u know wat ??? every day i will just be at my romm at 7 or 7.30.then at 8 usually i will have a night  class. actually i  dunt know either how can i survive with dis life....huhuhuhu.... im strongger now compare to before huh??? :) :p tnx to my parents who raise me up with such a beutiful way/krik krik krik.......okelah, kite x oyh crite psl proses nak pg ke kulai 2 ye...kt tros cter ape yg jd kat sane okay...hahahahah * excited sgt nie :D

okey kt org smpai kat Kulai pkl 3.15.n our programme will start at 3.30 :) tadddaaa..... best an??? smpai2 jew kat sane dh mcm artis dh ..huhuhuuh.... semue bbdk kat sane hanye memrhatikan kt org dr awal smpai akhir kat sane ..... dr melangkah turun dr van smpailah kt org balik.huhuhuhu.... ape yang best nyew kat sane, dieorg sgtlah comel n sgtlah baik n sgtlah jujur n sgtlah innocent. ^-^ kat sane alhamdulillah i be the imam 4 the gurlz.alhamdulillah jgk sy dpr mengimamkan setiap solat sepanjang saye berada di sane :)also i hes my own group there. kak Fana pgg group bape?????? (group satu!!!!) hahahhaha...... comei3.... bwah saye ade 11 org yang sgt saye hormati.walaupon ckg kat sane dh bg tau setiap kumpulan kt org ade bdk yg hardcore, tp alhamdulillah they listen 2 everythin that i said. klu korang semue nak tau sesuatu, kejujuran yg terbongkar, korng patut berjumpa dgn bbdk . bbdk tidak akn pernah menipu.tidk akan sesekali dlm kehidupan mereke utk blajar menipu.thats the gud things about child :) nak dijadikan crite adelah satu group badk llki nie.hari pertama i kat situ die org dtg jumpe say... die org ckp mcm nie , " kak fana, name pnuh kak fanna sape ??? " then i jwblah kan...then i tanye knape?? dieorg jwb," x delah akak nie cantik , wangi plak 2.(smbil trsengih2), then dieorg tanye "akak duduk kat mane??" then i jwblah akak duduk jauh . then die tanye kat mane??? i jwblah jgk i duduk kat KL. masing2 kate, "patutlah".. pardon??? i asked them y?? they said that "patutlah akak wangi sgt! ckg kt org yg dr Kl pon wangi ....jalan dr jauh pown dh boleh bau!" HAHAHHAHAHA........ serius segan gler i time 2 ==' kurang asam punyer bbdk.... btw memang patot pon kn tegur macm 2.sharafana joe klu x sembur perfume every day mmg x sh .... x delah banyak sgt semburnyew, tp maybe disbbkan fasi2 yg lain x pki ape,mmndgkan ktorg kat kem kan... i dunt care, kat kem ke, nak pg pasar ke, nak tido ke, badan mesti dlm keadaan yg selese n suci! hahahahah......  u know wat??? bsk pg ade sorg nie bersungguh mintak no tepon!!! hahhahaha.... tlglah dik , akak punyer adik pon ade sebaya dgn awk :) but yeah, i gave 2 all  the student my fb account name.n kejap ag mmg fb ku akan diserg oleh si cilik 2 ini :)hehhehehe... x pelh...they ar so cute :)

huurmm lps dh dbhgikan kumpulan 2 , kt org banyak menghbskan mase bersame....kkdg kt hidup mewah kat sini, kite lupe ape yg sedang bbdk lain lalui.yg same baye ngan kite, yg lbh kecil dr kt malah yg lbh dewasa dr kite.msg2 mempunyai masalah n kesulitan yg tersendiri.i had learnt a lot there. tns to the PRD theme who give such a valeuble moment 4 me :)klu nak crite setiap inch perkara yg terjadi kat situ mmg x kan dpt i nak tuliskan kat sini.. inlah yg dinamakan pengalaman yg ternilai oleh seseorng individu yg x dpt dimiliki oleh semue org.i really appriciate it :) tq very much...... unutk adik2 , insyaAllah klu ade mase n peluang akak ingin berjumpa dgn each one of u back.akak nak tgk setiap org dr 1st group members mampu berjaya dlm kehidupan korang . InsyaAllah :)   faitin" !!!!! luv u <3

just read ...

Sometimes Allah tests us so that we can see the rainbow after a stormy rain.

If we can’t see the rainbow in this world, then inshAllah we can in the Hereafter.

Just be strong in your heart and mind! Furnish it with faith, love, trust, and sincerity for the sake of Allah.

Make your imagination embroidered with His love and light.

Insha-Allah tranquility and contentment will penetrate into our soul.

That is when our imagination triumphs over intelligence.<3

GOIN' OUT.......

assalammualaikum & hai ...

 Hurrrmmm rase bahagia sgt sbb dpt bawak adik2 saye berjalan2 di WANGSA WALK MALL :-)

ngeee.... nak tau x Jabri ckp ape??? hahahah serius klakar.. first sebelom klur mntk izin ngan abh dulu...time 2 rase 30% pown x lps nak klur... tp dlm hati banyak berdoa lah kan :) huhuhu....  yelah abh mmg risau skit klu anak pompuan die yg nie drive.mane x nyer, klu ade road buli  (lg2 llki) minah nie x kan duduk diam punyer... die mesti bwk lg laju n hon krete 2 balik tande protes! hahahah... yelah mmg x kan ar nak bg llki 2 kenekan kite an... btw abh kate mmg llki mcm 2.. klu die nmpk pompuan + bwk krete sorg2 + ade P tertmpl kat blakang  = die akan kacau.. AKAN ... so abh mmg x bg sgt saye klur.. abh tanye nak pg mane, nak buat ape semue. then kite jwblah.dh mcm kat balai bg keterangan pown ade.. huhuhu... pastu abh kate x nak tunggu abh balik ke? abh hntrkan.pastu saye ckplah serupe x perlu amik lesen krete klu x drive... (dgn nada yg manje utuk memujuk) hahahahha... then abh kate bwaklah adik2 awk skali ... HHUURMM APE LAGI  VVRRROOMMMM.... org yg paling excited is Jabri.... hahahah....




 saye: " AB nak ikut akak x?"
Jabri : " pg mane??? x nak ar "
saye :"pg WWM... X nak x pe :p"
Jabri :"Ya Allah Ya TUhanku, btol ke kak? abh kasi?jom3... bwak shiera skali x?"

saye : "ha jom :).bwk"
Jabri : YYEEAHHHH!!!  yahoooo.... jom3 cepat siap ab nak pg...... (bla bla bla)

klu nak tulis ag confirm pnjg...hahahha... die pown x sangke yg abh lpskan kt org :) dasyat x ?? hahahah/// mmg kejadian aneh ar dikatakan unutk berlaku dlm family kt org :) sgtlah excited sbb dpt menunjukkan kblhn saye drive kat adik2 saye...heheheh... BAHAGIA <3

smpi jew kat sane tros serbu POPULAR... misi nak hbskan vaucher yg kerajaan bg 2... beli test pad , a4 paper  mcm2 ag ar.. memandgkan buku dh beli awl2 dulu ... BUT... huurmmm nie ar part x yg x best :'( shiera yg kaya dengan hasil padinyer boleh plak nak melabur kat situ...... hhuurmm kat POPULAR 2 boleh tgk die menyorok ngan sebalik rak buku nak meneran! ppeerrgghhh mamng harum nan wangi semerbak kasturi!
aduhaiii... mmg kcu daun btol... pastu ape ag.. msg2 bergaduh x nak basuh..hhahahha.. part nie pown best gak.dkt 30 mnt biar jew bdk busuk 2 merayau2...hahahha...last2 saye jgk kene sucikan die :'( hhuurmmm btw x pelah ;) im willing to do so, cause only 2 days left 4 me to be with her... :'( hhuurmmmm.....
tp i wanna to say somuetin.....

TO ALL MOTHERS OR PARENTS yg sanggup bwk little child to shopping with u, seriusly im respect u. :) wow bukan senang wow nak bwk bdk pg shopping...boleh nmpak perangai bbdk semue kat shiera... die boleh berjln sorg2 ikut suke hati... biler dh penat die menjerit mmg dr hujung ke hujung lah boleh dgr... n yg paling best boleh baring depan escillator! pppeeergghhh sakit dada time 2 ... tuhan saje yg tau.. penat pujuk x jln! huurmmm tnx ibu n abh cause still bwk akak bg shopping time kck2..klulah perangai akak same mcm shiera, im so sorry...hahahah,,, but know i faced it by my self s) ayoyoyoy... haahah...

biler shiera dh mengamuk terpakselah kt org klur dr situ (sbb x nak malu) hahaha... then we go drive trough MCDONALD.... kt org makan mc value lunch ;) walaupon ibu dh mask kat umah...haha nak buat mcm mane.skali skale klur blanjelah bbdk kck 2 ;) baik an??? abg saye x penah blanje pown :'( JANGAN HARAP AR :P HAHAHHA....btw mmg x mengharap pown... :p but seriusly i had fun... im proud of my self cause i can handle that situation :) lol... ALHAMDULILLAH ...

hope can do dis again <3 okey than... stop here .. luv ya <3